Wednesday, October 15, 2003
i feel so misable.. izzit mi the one hu is in the wrong? am i the one hu causes all this? or izzit im thinkin too much? my feelin is unstable.. i don understand .. r the ppl around mi true? sm frens r gettin away frm mi.. we might not b close now.. but i feel weird w/o u around.. the attuide u use to tok to mi.. is different now.. why? can u let mi noe wat is happening jie..? is there anything i haf done wrong or sm misuderstanding? i noe smthing is wrong.. but i don noe wat.. izzit im thinkin too much? this thing how bother mi for v long.. actually i don wan ti bring it up.. but i juz bear it anymore... i don wan to say anymore le.. haiz.. wateva!!!! *argh*
{/9:41 PM}
count on it .
